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[Monday
October 31st, 2005 at 10:15pm] |
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i'll be in toronto the weekend of the 11th.
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[Saturday
August 13th, 2005 at 10:55pm] |
i won't be using this journal anymore.
my new one is: penis_what
if you want to add me.
xox
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[Sunday
August 1st, 2004 at 3:10pm] |
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So much wasted in the afternoon.
So much sacred in the month of June.
How 'bout yoooooooooou?
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| Guess what movie I watched today? |
[Friday
July 30th, 2004 at 7:07pm] |
I can only give you love that lasts forever.
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own, for you and you alone.
That's all.
If you're wondering what I'm asking in return dear.
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore.
For now and ever more.
That's all.
That's all.
xox
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| I'll get home early from work if you just say that you love me |
[Thursday
July 29th, 2004 at 10:38am] |
Last night I went out for dinner with my mom and my sister. It was fun. My sister's prego and so so funny. I hardly ate anything, maybe cause I was too tired from working 8-4.
Tonight, I'm going to see "The Village". It looks so good.
I have to work again today, only 1-5 though. THANK GOD.
i want you to want me.
i need you to need me.
i'd love you to love me.
i'm begging you to beg me.
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[Tuesday
July 27th, 2004 at 10:41am] |
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The Cure |
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I'll run around in circles.
'Til I run out of breath.
I'll eat you all up.
Or I'll just hug you to death.
You're so wonderful.
Too good to be true.
You make me, make me hungry for you.
Everything you do is simply delicate.
Everything you do is quite angelicate.
Why can't I be you?
You turn my head when you turn around.
You turn the whole world upside down.
I'm smittin, I'm bitten, I'm hooked, I'm cooked.
I'm stuck like glue.
You make me, make me hungry for you.
Speaking of being hungry, I'm gonna go eat breakfast.
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| Soooooooo... |
[Monday
July 26th, 2004 at 10:14pm] |
Sean bought me a present...
Cute eh? Maybe I'll buy a record player.
I have a cold. Again. I feel like shit. This is how I went into work:
Just like that. Cause my boss doesn't care.
So then Shaina calls me at work crying, right when I'm about to leave. She got in a fight with her uncle or something, so she was waiting outside my house. As if my crazy mother isn't enough, my bestfriend is losing her marbles too!
Well she calmed down. And then I find an empty wine bottle, so I knew my mom was gonna start a fight with me tonight. No one knows actually how bad she is, except Shaina. But after tonight, she was like, "Wow, I didn't know your mom was THAT bad!" I don't know what it is, but now when she drinks she goes insane. Like honestly, just crazy. She told me she wanted me outta the house for good. And then called my dad at work! Of course, my dad's gonna take my side. I don't know what he said to her but she told me she's going to some rehab centre in Toronto. I mean, which is good. But who knows if she really will go.
And now Trey's moving far far away from me!
I dunno.
I'm tired.
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[Sunday
July 25th, 2004 at 10:58pm] |
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David Bowie |
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She wants the young American.
Young American.
Young American.
She wants the young American.
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[Saturday
July 24th, 2004 at 6:57pm] |
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The Cure |
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...Come back, come back.
Don't walk away.
Come back, come back.
Come back today.
Come back, come back.
What can't you see.
Come back, come back.
Come back to me.
<3
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[Saturday
July 24th, 2004 at 4:58pm] |
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The Cure |
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Go on, go on.
Just walk away.
Go on, go on.
Your choice is made.
Go on, go on.
And disappear.
Go on, go on.
Away from here...
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| I'm a freak in heat |
[Friday
July 23rd, 2004 at 3:22pm] |
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2 Live Crew-Me So Horny |
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I just got back from the tanning salon. They just changed the bulbs. Shaina and me look like we're african american. I love it.
A Cinderella Story was so good. I loved it. AND they played my Jimmy Eat World song at the end. That rocked.
I can't wait to see the Spongebob movie! It's gonna be awesome!
I'm going to Shaina's aunts house in a bit. She's so awesome, we hang out with her all the time. Anyways she's having a party tonight, with strippers. HAHA. I'm not drinking AT ALL! ICK!
xox
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[Thursday
July 22nd, 2004 at 4:02pm] |
Last night was just horrible. I mean it was a lot of fun, but I drank way too much. I was like double fisting Cranberry Vodkas all night. Me, Lori and Shaina were supposed to meet up with our boys, but we stayed with them for like 5 minutes and then wandered off. This hot guy kept asking me to touch his bum. I was like, "Easy there buff stuff." Way too buff for my liking. Shaina called me this morning and told me how hilarious I was last night. We were just plain silly. I made friends with our cab driver. He was 25. I told him I wanted to get into the cab business and he said he'd pick me up sometimes so I could drive around with him to see what it's like. hahaha love it.
TREEEEEEEEEEEEEY!!!!!!!!!!I FUCKING LOVE YOU! I'm so sorry I passed out last night. I just went to lay on my bed for a second, and bam! Fell right asleep. hahaha. Thanks for sending me the TBS cd...XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO! You're the bestest bestfriend ever! Movie day soon! Our hardcore prom night soon!!! Woot woot.
I had to babysit my nephew today. My sister dropped him off at 7:30am! I felt like a bag of ass, ran over by a semi truck, 2 times. Seriously, so so so so hung over. I wanted to just throw up so bad. I'm not drinking again for another 5 months! GROSS. Me and Josh made rainbow cupcakes and put candles in them and sang happy birthday to each other. Hahaha. Then I finally felt a bit better...around 12ish. So we spent all afternoon in the pool.
I'm going to see a Cinderella Story tonight. Fuck yeah.
xox
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| Making out on that old pull out couch watching saturday night live |
[Tuesday
July 20th, 2004 at 10:37pm] |
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Empire Records |
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Work was so busy today. Go figure, for the past 2 weeks it's been pretty slow, but for my birthday it was insane.
Trey, we so should of skipped work today. I totally would of if you didn't say it 2 minutes before I left for work!!
Anyways, Elaine, the x-ray tech I work with everyday bought me a card and candy. She knows I love my candy. My bosses sang me Happy Birthday and even did a little dance. It was cute.
I watched a few minutes of Jeopardy at work. Wow, that Ken guy is just crazy. I wish I won that much money.
I don't know if there's a full moon tonight or what, but some freaky people came into the clinic. There was this one totally creepy guy that came in with his wife. He was like the brother from Texas Chainsaw Massacre(the original), not leatherface of course, but the other one. SO CREEPY! He looked exactly like him. When his wife went in for x-rays it was just me and him in the waiting room. I was so scared, he was making some weird moaning noises. Then this other guy came in and said he knew me? He was like in his 30's...I was "um, no I don't think you do."
After work I went to Shaina's and we ordered chinese food. It was so good. And she made me cherry chip cake..my favourite. Mmm mm m.
I'm exhausted.
xox
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[Monday
July 19th, 2004 at 11:43am] |
Last night I had the worst pain in my right side. I was like curled up on my bed crying. And I'm usually pretty good with pain, so when my mom saw me crying she freaked out and called my sister. My parents were going to take me to the hospital cause they thought it was my appendix. But if it was my appendix, the pain would be more towards my back and the pain was in the front, like even in my right thigh. My brother in law was going to come pick me up cause him and my sister thought it'd be better if I slept at their house, just in case the pain got worse. But I popped a few extra stength tylenols and my dad checked up on me every half hour, so I ended up just passing out.
I woke up this morning, to my nephew running around naked, but I didn't have any pain. My sister said if it gets bad today I can just go see her at the hospital and she'll get me into emerg. But so far, no pain. My mom's making me go to the doctors on Friday-MY DAY OFF! But ah well.
I'm gonna go work out.
xox
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| Uggggggggggggggh I like it like that. |
[Sunday
July 4th, 2004 at 10:16pm] |
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Juvenile |
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I have so much shit to do tonight. I thought I'd take a break and let my lj friends know what I was up to...cause I know you care! Sarcasm? Maybe.
I went shopping in the States today and I bought a super cute skirt for the wedding tomorrow.
I also bought Sean Fierce cologne from Abercrombie cause I loooooooooove it. I think it smells...amazing.
So check this out.
Decent size box right, for $15.
Well...
Look how small that shit is! It like fits in the palm of my hand.
I was disappointed.
Oh well, he can only use it for special occasions...when he sees me!
k I better go finish getting my shit together. I have to drive to London for the wedding at 10am. Eeep. I'll be back Sunday.
xox
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| Friday I'm in love |
[Sunday
July 4th, 2004 at 12:34pm] |
Then you came around me...the walls just disappeared.
Nothing to surround me...keep me from my fears.
I'm unprotected...see how I've opened up.
You've made me trust.
I'm trying to remember why I was afraid.
To be myself and let the covers fall away.
Guess I never had someone like you to help me fit, in my skin.
<33333333333333333333333333333333
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| Work was SO busy. |
[Monday
May 31st, 2004 at 9:48pm] |
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Bangles |
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It's just another manic Monday.
I wish it was Sunday.
Cause that's my fun day.
My I don't have to run day.
It's just another manic Monday.
xox
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[Sunday
May 30th, 2004 at 9:46pm] |
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Foreigner |
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So last night we didn't do too much. Went out for dinner.Went to the play...I really liked it btw. Then we hung out at Kimmy's house.
Today I went to the mall with my friend Darryl...in his Jeep! I haven't hung out with him in the longest time. So it was cool. We sang along to Whitesnake. Good thing I wore my hoodie or my hair would of been all over the place. I was a little weary about sitting in the front seat, since he has no doors but I strapped myself in with the seatbelt, so I was alright.
Mmm...I got Starbucks.
I watched the movie "You Got Served" today. Wow...the dancing was good...but the movie itself SUCKED! The only thing I enjoyed was looking at Wade Robson for a brief 10 minutes.
I've gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older
Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like the world upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder
In my life there´s been heartache and pain
I don´t know if I can face it again
Can´t stop now
I´ve travelled so far to change this lonely life
I wanna know what love issssssssss
I want you to show meeeeeeeeeeee
I wanna feel what love issssssssss
I know you can show meeeeeeeeee
I´m gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I´ve got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me
In my life there´s been heartache and pain
I don´t know if I can face it again
Can´t stop now
I´ve travelled so far to change this lonely life
Yeah, I'm singing Foreigner.
And I'm ready for bed.
xox
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